~Amarastarleaf

XD Im so hyped. Im finally getting to go to the Faerieworlds festival this year.
is anyone else going???

*dances around*

so, im currently comming up with my costumes and whatnot... XD im so excited!

oh yes... and im currently drawing alot of pictures of my new muse

yesh yesh. so expect alot of pictures soon. *nods*

I AM OFFICIALLY GRADUATED!!!
I graduated on Friday the 13th, which is totally cool. XD

so now, no school... well except my college stuff, but thats no biggie.

*dances around*
so far, i have recieved around 600$ and a Panasonic DMC FS3 LUMIX digital camera. ITS TURQUOISE!!!!
^^

*dances some more*
so now that i have time, i will be able to finish up all the images that i owe to people, and update my stuff more! woohooo!!!!!!!

i also decided that i want to make letter writing one of my hobbies. so if any of you peoples would like a penpal, or something of the sort, NOTE me!!!

(oh, and im going to the Faerieworlds festival this year! woot!)

1. first off, to all those people whom i owe art to, it shall come soon... ive just got to concentrate on school for now (so that i grad.)

2. prom is on the 31st of may. ^^ im going with eric fritz. and my dress is awesome. especially with the jewlery. *nods*

3. they still dont know what the h377 is wrong with me.

4. im bored. *nods*

First of all, I was tagged by

1. I am always humming, singing, or moving about in some way.
2. I have amazingly realistic dreams.
3. I dont like to wakeup till around 3pm
4. my favorite flower is the daffodil ^^
5. I couldnt live without potatoes or salt.
6. I know tonz of stuff about almost everything.
7. I sometimes get the feeling that i dont belong in this world... but in another one.
8. I have almost all the characteristics of a changeling!

The rules are:

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

I shant tag anyone... *shakes head* just cuz my computer hates devart as it is.
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HEALTH:
yeah they still dont know what it is... friggen doctors.

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FFA:
well i went to state, and that sucked cuz my stomach blew up and i was in total pain for the entirety of the contest (couldnt concentrate... vision was swimming...dizzyness) so i got 3rd place --.-- the team got 2nd overall. so no nationals.
im glad to be finally done with ffa though.

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JEWLWERY:
so i finally got my jewlery from
^^ its gorgumous! so as soon as i take a piccy, ill upload it!

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TULIP CONTEST:
didnt win. at all. stupid people give wrong info. damn. and now i have a large painting with nothing to do with... cuz frankly i hate tulips... theyre one of my least favorite flowers.


so bleh. i shalt be adding artwork as soon as i can!

So.... haha. everyone knows i have health problems. Always have. (when i was little was a premie and had sesiures, ive fractured my ribs around 7 times.. i have athsma, I recently had a kidney stone...)

But lately somethin' wierd has been going on. My stomach keeps swellin up (im a 28" waist and it goes up to 36"). I call mum to pick me up at school every time it happens... (which usually happens during 1st.)There are three main things the docs are leanin towards:

1. Pancreitis
2. Chrons Disease
3. Ulcer
all of which can be deadly.

had myself an ultasound yesterday... and apperently they didnt find "much" which isnt surprising because it was during the ONE time my stomach hasnt done it.

well, all my tests came back today as perfectly normal (besides my white count being down and my Lipase up too... which still point to all three....)

and now theyre tryin to say i might be lactose intolerant or have irritable bowel syndrom (both of which i only have the bloating in common with)

so to test me out... I cant eat dairy at all for 2-3 weeks. (to quote my doctor: Avoid any dairy products, or based products like the plague.)
I was fine with the whole early death thing.... that i could come to terms with... but as soon as she said no dairy i started crying... why?

BECAUSE THAT MAKES UP ABOUT 85% OF MY DIET!!!!! and thats not counting all the milk i drink.. what am i supposed to drink now? just water?!?! water makes me sick to my stomach. Two weeks.. thats gonna be a long time. and to top it off im gonna be gone for 3 days on an ffa trip. DID YOU KNOW EVEN FRENCHFRIES CAN BE DAIRY BASED?!?!?! yeah. and that cuts out taco bell.

So heres a list of things i cant eat now. (which she said might be a permenant change.)

1. milk based products (that includes bread which is about 10% of my diet)

2. carbonated anything.


which doesnt leave me much.... considering most margrine is dairy. that cuts out about all my veggies unless i can find a non dairy margrine.
guess all i have left are potatoes... and bacon.... damn. even alot of dry cereal and chips have milk products. So im gonna live off just potatoes and bacon for quite a while....... im probably gonna dehyderate, and lose alot of weight... ive already lost 8 lbs in 5 days without the new diet.

in conclusion, id much rather know that im gonna die and be able to eat anything and live life to the fullest for a short time... then think im gonna die and suffer because of it.

thanks for listening.